Monday, August 16, 2010
This Winter has been really hard.
I feel like I have struggled to even achieve the simplest daily tasks; washing out, dishes done, floor clean.. and have failed miserably at everything else one is meant to find time for. I've not done any exercise, barely any sewing or knitting, a minimal amount of blogging/emailling and even seem to have become somewhat of a hermit. I have battled with myself every single day to not just spend all day, unshowered and in my pjs, doing nothing productive on the net.
I don't seem to have managed to overcome the 'Winter blahs' at all, rather they seem to have taken me over.
I don't think it has helped much that the universe dished me up two funerals this Winter. It is amazing how much the heart can ache when it is grieving. And also how little one feels like doing when they are busy processing a loss and taking stock of their own life.
But I have been here before, this is not a new place for me, and I just keep reminding myself that I have managed to pull through much darker times than these. The sun is shining today and I am feeling hopeful that Spring is on its way in and the blahs are on their way out.
How are you anyway?
Posted by Rhiannon at 12:14 PM